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Dance, monkey, dance: UruhaxAoi : Ch8

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I have never felt this way before.


Yuu was sitting in his car, just watching from a distance. Kouyou was in his own car, not very far away. He could still see him. He could sense the feelings that he ignited inside of him. He couldn't imagine himself ever falling so hard for someone. It sickened him. He was not one to get ignored. He wasn't going to let it happen. Even if it was the last thing he did before he got sent to jail for kidnapping a person, he was going to do it. Not that he had thought far enough to think of even doing that, yet. He knew Kouyou had to have some sort of feelings for him, right?


He bit down on his lip, feeling the urge to pull out a cigarette so he did it, he really needed a distraction at the moment, he rolled his window down, lighting a cigarette and pressing it to his lips chewing on the filter without actually wanting to. He was just so nervous, agitated, he didn't know what was going on with him. Or actually, he did, kind of. Kouyou not being his. That was the main reason.


He knew there had to be something between Kouyou and Yutaka. Yutaka was always so sweet to Kouyou and Kouyou always accepted the sweetness with open arms. He normally accepted it from anyone, really, including Yuu, except when he was with Yutaka, he'd push Yuu away and that's what made Yuu feel that Yutaka had to have something to do with Kouyou in the situation.


He envied Yutaka for being able to actually get close to Kouyou, be able to know what he liked, what he didn't like. Hearing him talk and seeing his nose wrinkle when he smiled and laughed, the gurgling laughter filling his eardrums as a large grin appeared on his face. That was the only thing that Yuu could think of at the moment, how lucky Yutaka was to have someone like Kouyou actually speak to him. That is the only think that he could have ever wanted, Kouyou.

He truly envied anyone that could get at least an inch closer to Kouyou that he himself could. He wasn't a bad guy, at least he didn't think so, but he didn't understand why Kouyou was pushing him away so harshly when he knew that Kouyou had to have some sort of feelings for him. His mind went numb for a seconds as he pictured Kouyou sitting down in his car, since he could only see the man's hair.

They were coming down on his shoulders like a sweet waterfall, those golden and messy locks of his that had only the slightest signs of glitter which he had put in his hair for the show. His eyes looking at his dashboard with determination, wondering what he would be having for dinner or something of the sort. He sighed sadly, as his brain lowered slightly to his lovely, rosy lips, that pouted every time he saw him. That warmed his own lips when he pressed up on them. Those that responded so sweetly to his own, gentle, yet predatory kisses.


He licked his lips at the thought of being close to his beautiful Kouyou again, and he wanted to do his best to do it again. It was nearly impossible to get his attention again, that much he was sure of, but he wanted to try it nevertheless. A stupid date wouldn't work, nor a quiet 'I love you'. Kouyou had turned into a stubborn and strong man, with looks a princess but the thoughts of a king. He wasn't like that when they first started out, was he? It couldn't be. But Yuu had fallen in love with him and that's all that mattered, even though he was getting slightly curious on what had made him turn out this way.


He then began thinking of these things on a deeper, much more interesting level. Kouyou had been a nice, cute, sweet and happy boy when he first met him, but as they became closer, he had eventually started to prove himself to Yuu, that he could be someone that was worthy of dancing on a stage in front of thousands of people, every single person watching him in awe as he pranced around in a skirt, his beautiful dance moves bringing people together more than his beautiful looks.

And then the bitter truth hit Yuu right in the face.

Kouyou had turned into the new Yuu. He was strong, independent, not needing anyone to make him happy. He didn't care much about what other people thought of him, except when it came to dancing. He was honest about his opinion and he seemed to not try to get attached to people, even if it could get kind of difficult sometimes. He was Yuu, and probably playing the part a lot better than the real Yuu had been doing lately.


He had fallen in love with the bland image of himself implanted in Kouyou's brain, teaching him to not give himself away to just anything or anyone. It was the most beautiful thing that Yuu could possibly think of, someone as perfect as him when it came to personality, even though that wasn't very true anymore, and someone with astonishing good looks.


He was a desperate man for Kouyou, at least this much was obvious by now.


He was sickened by his own attitude but he let it engulf him regardless of the feelings. The love for Kouyou was inevitable and he was going to admit it to himself and let it sink in. He felt like he couldn't breathe now, so he let the cigarette fall to the floor outside of his car, and he shut his eyes, leaning his head back against his seat. He took deep breaths and wondered what he could do to calm himself down, and soon, an idea appeared at the back of his head.

-


Kouyou looked up at his rear view mirror once again, his eyes not being able to stop looking at Yuu, who was parked half a block away from away from him in the empty driveway, since everyone was pretty much gone. He could see Yuu was having some inner conflict or something because of the way that he sadly stare at the streets, taking the longest drags and then dropping his unfinished cigarette. Kouyou switched his eyes back to the driver's wheel and just stared at it, having some inner conflicts of his own.


He didn't understand himself very well at the moment and it was really bothering him. He was not confused on what he was feeling, but he couldn't reason with himself at all. It was like talking to a dog who was deaf; impossible. No matter what way you looked at it. He shook his head slightly, leaning back against his seat and pulling out a bag of peanuts, which was what he liked to eat when he was thinking. And he always kept a bag full of them inside his car because that was the best, most quiet place that he could find to sit back, relax and just think of his own problems.


Kouyou decided that he knew what was going on with him, or at least he had 3 theories:



Theory number 1:
Kouyou had become a much more professional guy than he had been before. He used to be a very immature, even if his dancing showed a much more developed part of him, but it was still true. As he began training with Yuu, Kouyou started picking up on what it mean to be a real dancer, and what that was called was very simple to describe. Hard work. That was all there was to it, and Kouyou was starting to believe that it was nothing but the clever truth. Dancing was hard and it required a lot of focus and confidence. His instincts told him that if he let himself get pulled into a relationship, it would be hard to get out of it.


Theory number 2:
He was being used as an experiment by Yuu to prove human behavior when an extremely bossy person became the center of the carefree man's universe. Yuu had been trying to get Kouyou to fall for him so he would be the guinea pig in this awkward experiment, just falling for Yuu when he was going to write down his new findings on a clean and clear clipboard. Kouyou had become a lot more like you ever since they met, and it was making him be able to communicate his emotions a lot faster, which Kouyou was grateful for. So Yuu's results were: Carefree man becomes like bossy person.


Theory number 3:
He was completely in love with him.


To Kouyou, the stupid theories were starting to make no sense, the further he went down the list, so he decided he would stop there and save it for later. He could probably think of those things when he was relaxing on his couch at home, just watching TV and smiling at goofy animated pictures. He turned on his car after fishing for his keys in his girly man-purse, or murse, and started off for home, not even being aware that Yuu was following him with steady eyes.

-


That night, Yuu decided to follow Kouyou. The dancer had been avoiding him like the plague and, every time Yuu saw him, he couldn't help but think of that kiss they had share. The way the honey blond had responded, the way their lips moved in unison had been burned in his memory for ever. Only the thought of those precious moments was enough to drive the raven haired crazy. That one kiss, might what he liked to call perfection but it was in no way enough for him. Yuu wanted to make Kouyou his at last and there was no other way for him to succeed in that except of following his graceful angel till the right time came for him to make his move. And he had a feeling that that night, was going to be his night, Kouyou would finally become his, he knew it. That's what Yuu though as he was stalking Kouyou through the busy city.


He was still trying to come up with a way to approach the honey blond without freaking him out or make himself look like an obsessed stalker –which he more or less was– when Kouyou went into an apartment block. Yuu was quick to sneak into the building; right on the honey blond's heels, and step as close to the elevator as e could without getting noticed by the dancer getting in it. He looked carefully and saw the honey blond pressing the button to the floor his apartment was located in. When the metallic doors closed, hiding Kouyou from his sight, Yuu jogged to the second elevator and pressed the cal button repeatedly, praying for the doors to open soon. Lucky for him, said elevator was only three floors away and he didn't to wait for more than a few seconds. The raven haired male got in the elevator as soon as the doors opened enough for him to get inside and assaulted the button to Kouyou's floor.


When the elevator reached that floor, Yuu stormed out of it and looked around him, hoping to catch a glimpse of Kouyou somewhere in the corridor. Apparently, luck was smiling at him that night because he, indeed, saw the honey blond near the end of the corridor, opening the door to his apartment.


Yuu walked down the hallway as fast as he could manage without making much noise –which wasn't too fast. When he reached Kouyou's door, he found it open just a scratch and he reached out hesitantly to open it. As it seemed, the honey blond had pushed the door behind him when he got inside but not with enough force to actually close it. Yuu slipped into the apartment silently and looked around him, Kouyou was nowhere in sight. Apparently, the dancer, assuming that the door had closed, had already walked further in his apartment. That was what Yuu presumed as he made his way into the apartment as well.


Entering the next room, the living room, he spotted the honey blond sitting on the sofa with his head lowered, lost in his thoughts. Yuu decided that the time for him to make him move had finally came, so he walked closer to the dancer and, when he had standing behind him, he bent down and placed a light kiss on the back off his neck.

Author's Note: I finally got this up. ^^ Next chapter, a sweet surprise. Stay tuned and thank you so much for waiting. Tell me what you think!
Title: Dance, monkey, dance.
Author: pe_gret Smut Scenes Author: inspiring_light
Pairing: Aoi x Uruha
Bands Included:The GazettE
Chapter: 8/10
Genre: AU; Angst; Fluff; Smut
Rating: PG – PG-13 in the first chapters, NC-17 towards the ending chapters.
Summary: Rule #1: Never fall in love with someone you work with; it can only lead to trouble. Being controlled by his new trainer, Yuu Shiroyama, Kouyou is put under pressure and has now been taught to do everything this man says. With that, Yuu learns how to take advantage of him and finds joy in making Kouyou suffer as much as possible.
Warnings: Smut in later chapters;
Disclaimer: I don’t own the GazettE, only my large imagination.
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next chapter please! love it!